Wednesday, May 10, 2006
[*$taR$*]...hmm ... been sick lately ... my immunity system is failing me and my hectic schedule ... guess it can't take all the stress and pressure i'm going through ... am i physically that weak ? i hope not ... cos it'll be sad if i'm mentally and emotionally strong but my physical body fails me ... yup ...
so ... i was fine on saturday ... had PW meeting and all ... with meiding ... yup ... due to my already not so strong immunity system ... i succumbed to her virus/ germs and fell sick ... k ... it wasn't immediate ... as in the case for all the times i fell sick ... so at night, i still went to della's house to help with the preteens' mother's day gift ... cos there were some problems with it and all ... and i just couldn't let della go through all that alone cos that's what's our 10 + years of friendship is made of ... yup ... so i went home at 10.30 p.m. ... daddy so nice to me ... came and pick me up ... cos if he didn't .. i'd have to change buses ... and at that time of the night ... hmmm ...
yup ... so ... i went home feeling so tired with my throat feeling sore ... so i thought i just got a minor sore throat problem ... boy was i wrong ... i woke up feeling so aweful ... like i was ran over by a truck lar ... whole body ache until like i dunno ... sit also so painful ... yup ... so why was my body aching ... it's because i'm sick ... like not just flu and sore throat ... i got the whole package ... with fever ... yup ... so my temperature that morning was a high of 38.5 degree celcius ... yup ... with no minimum temperature at all ...
so ... being me ... thinking i'd be fine and strong ... i still went to church for preteens ... cos the night before i told della i'd be in church the next morning to help her cos we didn't manage to finish the thing the night before ... there was just too much to be done ... yup ... so i went to church and i wore my jacket ... which i don't usually ... so yar ... i died lar ... just sat at one place the whole time cos i didn't want to spread my germs to the poor lil kids ...yup ... i tell you ... my head was like going to explode ... it kept spinning and spinning and i thought i'd faint ... but i didn't ... yeah ...
so ... i went for lunch with mommy and daddy ... mommy had flu thanks to me ... but no cough or fever ... so thank God ... yup ... so ... i was wearing my jacket in the very hot weather ... people must have thought i was mad ... but i seriously felt very cold ... and refused to take my jacket off despite my mother telling me many times to do so ... my appetite was poor ... didn't even feel like eating in the first place but i had to ... so yar ...
so ... the clinic wasn't opened ... so went home to sleep ... cos my body was really in a bad shape ... k ... so i slept ... and guess what ? my fever went up to 39.4 degree celcius ... the nap didn't help at all ... i really felt like i was going to die ... haha ... yup ... so i ran to mommy and told her my unusually high temperature then i told daddy the same ... and both of them told me to take a cold shower ...
i was freezing lar ... so cold ... it felt like it was 10 degree celcius ... so yar ... after that mommy took cold pack and iced my head to bring my temperature down ... i tell you ... my head felt like and ice cube ... so cold and yar ... bleagh ... so ... we went for dinner in my lousy condition ... and i had to eat horrible porridge which i so do not like ... yup ... then went to the clinic after that ....
the doctor said my temperature went down ... but i still had a fever ... but it going down was a good sign ... and he said my neck was extremely hot ... and he asked me to open my mouth and say "ah" ... so i did as i was told and he was like " wah ! so red ! " ... and i was like ... it's the same always ... haha ... yup ... then he referred back to my previous visits and said i had a similar case the last time ... fever , flu and throat infection ... they always come together ... so he gave me 2 days MC ... and one week of excuse from PE and CCA ... said i needed planty of rest and water ...
so yup ... here i am ... still sick but better ... no more fever but i still can't sing ... how sad is that ... espcially since everyday of my life i'll sing for sure ... so yar ... feeling drowzy now from the effects of the flu medicine ... yup ... hope i'll be better tomorrow ... yup ...
to all who helped me ... cared and worried for me ... a BIG thank you !!! yup ... love you all ... yup ... especially andrea ... haha ... sorry didn't reply your msg ... was quite sad that day that i was sick ... yup ... thank you !!! to della ... for understanding me ... to jasmine ... thanks for always helping me with schoolwork and all and to hoe hoe ... haha ... thanks for passing me my homework and being there ...
with much love,
cheryn ...
posted at 5/10/2006 08:28:00 pm
